everylittlethingilove

2010-06-06T19:24:00.000+08:00

now i know, i'm a robot, i can't have emotions, and i dun even haf the right to voice out my feelings. thankyouverymuch.

u can be jealous, i can't.

u can tell me wat u dislike and i'm supposed to listen, but i can't.

and me being jealous = 'bo liao' and throwing temper.

if there's no feelings put into this relationship, i won't even give a damn!!!!

fml. fml. fml.

loves

2010-06-04T00:03:00.000+08:00

if one day u were told u only haf a few mths to live, wat'd u do?

for me, guess i'd juz wanna haf fun, do watever i want and hope that no one comes and spoil my remaining days.

u might be thinking y am i writing this, and of coz everything happens for a reason. health hasn't been too good, gonna haf a check-up in July. *hopefully everything goes well*

i noe i'm worrying too much, since nth is confirmed yet but guess it's juz natural to be thinking negatively when u realise sth in ur body isn't right.

the last thing i'd ask for is to haf anyone come and fuck around and make my life miserable.

PLS GIVE ME A BREAK!!!!!!!!

i can settle my own problems so juz dun come and add on to my problems if u aren't helping.

loves

2010-05-21T23:45:00.000+08:00

i'm back.... finally, like after 2 mths of not blogging.

so many things have happened in these 2 mths, shit happens like so frequently till i've got no mood to blog at all.

wat made me back here again??? coz my lecturer was talking abt blogs, abt how they affect consumer behaviour den i realised i haven been blogging for such a long long time~~~

anw, results for balloting shld be out by end of this mth - for the one at Fernvale. actually we r hoping we won't get this one and rather haf the one at Punggol. haha.....

i wanna go play game. tata.

loves

2010-03-31T21:54:00.000+08:00

i'm back!!!!!!!!!!!

yes yes, i'm going to start a new job pretty soon :) *hopefully all goes well for me*

well, baby and me applied for a 5-rm flat 2 weeks back but got to wait till May for the result. 1341 applicants up till now, for 126 flats. how lucky muz we be???

off to lala land soon... nite all~~~

loves

2010-03-07T14:56:00.000+08:00

look at me now and probably some of u will get a shock - dark eye rings appearing, pimples outbreak etc. etc. *somebody kill me pls*

so so unhappy. wtf. fml. ftw. :( :( :( :( :( :( :(

working at the stall has made me lose my appetite, which means frequent gastric. no mood to go for class too, how to pass my exams like dat???

every morning wake up at 5am, reach home 7pm. cfm die very soon!!!!!!

i really hate myself now, hate my condition - BAD SHAPE.

but i really think i'm gonna flung my coming exams like shit.haiz... maybe i shld juz drop out of sch again?!

loves

2010-02-24T08:56:00.000+08:00

finally got the time to blog!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

one down, one more to go. yes, PROJECTS.

to Joann - thx for the effort and time put in for SFM. :)

to the 4 guys - 加油！！！ at least u guys got 1 more week to work on POM.

the semester is coming to an end soon, which means exams are nearing (8th and 13th Apr). argh~~~ *super dead, dun understand wat's going on at all*

but am looking forward to holiday wif bestie and da jie. Phuket or Bangkok????

loves

2010-02-11T22:23:00.004+08:00

i'm sick, terribly sick.

i hate medicines.

i hate this feeling i'm going thru now.

wanted to slp early but can't get to slp. :( :( :( :(

wtf. ftw. fml.

loves

2010-02-09T09:24:00.001+08:00

ABORTION

sounds scary?

no doubt it is, but maybe we shld be more 'educated' in this area.

probably anyone of u could wiki 'abortion' and get all the info u want but i juz feel like blogging abt it.

so wat is abortion?

ending a pregnancy early before the foetus can survive outside the womb.

it simply means taking away the right for a life to be formed - MURDER???

sometimes pple r kind of skeptical abt abortion, saying it's not right, it's cruel and blah blah blah... but think carefully, if one is not even financially stable, how is he/she going to provide a comfortable life for the child? worse still, parents can't accept their daughters being pregnant before marriage, so how to keep the child? that leaves wif no other choice but abortion?!

i'm not saying that it's 100% right to abort but we haf to analyse the situation. if everything falls in place - acceptance from parents, ready to set up a family wif substantial financial support etc. etc. etc. go ahead and give a life.

next qns pple will ask, if one knows he/she is not ready, y get involved in pre-marital sex? c'mon, try finding a 15-yr old virgin nowadays, dun think it's even easy.

I'M NOT TRYING TO ENCOURAGE PRE-MARITAL SEX HERE, DUN GET THE WRONG IDEA!!!

pls stop condemning those who haf been thru abortion... it's not an easy process at all. not only r they physically hurt, the mental stress is unbearable too. and they definitely need more support than anyone else.

loves

2010-01-30T23:02:00.003+08:00

*i'm a happy gal*

know why? of coz it's not the new pair of heels that's making me so happy. see my relationship status: ENGAGED.

ok ok, not exactly engaged but baby got me a ring last week. :)

'Disclaimer': i did not force baby to change the relationship status to 'ENGAGED'. :p

i'm still waiting for the day when i really get engaged. *hint hint*

baby bought me a necklace too!!!!!!

thanks baby for showering me wif ur love, appreciates everything u've done.

hearts baby TTM.

loves

2010-01-24T16:27:00.002+08:00

juz a short post for now, coz i'm not in the mood to blog.

one thing that i learnt few days back, ok not learn, but really felt it deep down in my heart: 'one would suddenly feel the love for another person when he/she faces the fear of losing that person'.

losing the person not in the sense of losing him/her to another guy/gal, but to DEATH. i'm not kidding, i juz went thru that a few days ago. i was so worried that i might lose him juz like that.

so pls cherish the one whom u love, be it ur family, frens, or ur significant other.

loves

2010-01-18T14:08:00.003+08:00

sometimes i get pple asking y i blog abt certain things, and it's getting a little irritating. fml.

hello, is this blog mine or yours? duh.

I BLOG WAT I WANT AND COZ I FEEL LIKE IT!!!!!!!!!

so stop asking me unless u r genuinely concerned, and not trying to be a 'kay poh' here. *rolls eyeballs*

of coz if anyone can sense that i'm upset in any of my blog posts and wanna show some concern, u r more than welcome to do that. but pls make sure that u really care and not bcoz u wanna dig out more stuff from me. it's not the right way to work at all. get it?

dun piss me off with stupid qns like that. thankyouverymuch.

loves

2010-01-16T00:29:00.003+08:00

i've been having headache quite frequently, today again. :(

i hate panadols!!!!!!!! well, not that i hate it but i juz dunno how to swallow pills. (yes, go ahead and laugh at me) *bleah*

but took one juz now, no choice, the pain was like killing me anytime soon.

yes, if anyone does notice, there's a small change done to my blog. hehe... see the pic at the top? all thanks to Simon. thankyouverymuch. :)

shall juz stop here coz i can't think of wat to blog already. mind's not working.

loves

2010-01-13T23:57:00.002+08:00

according to the Oxford English Dictionary, 'sexy' is defined as:

1) sexually attractive or exciting;

2) sexually aroused;

3) very exciting or appealing.

asked to define 'sexy' in my facebook status and i got a few answers.

- the ability to look sensual and a little suggestive without looking too cheap or sleazy...it's an art (: *i like this one*

- sex appeal but not end up looking like a whore! :D *good one too*

- Hmmm, my teacher told us tt a man see a woman n make him think of hving sex w her mean sexy... *this is funny, me like*

as for me, i think being confident makes a person sexy. does not necessarily mean you have to put on loads of make-up, or wear sth that's super low-cut or uber short.

less cloth doesn't make you sexy; neither do more make-up works wonders.

ok ok, make-up does make a gal looks better but not to the extent of piling your face with loads and loads of it rite? at the end of the day, make-up still has to be removed and wait till you see the 'classic' expression on the guy's face.

i'm not trying to offend anyone here, but if any of you do feel offended, i dun give a damn. no one's forcing you to read it.

kthxbye.

loves

2010-01-12T10:24:00.005+08:00

how excited can i be to share some pics of wat i've got for myself in JB. whahahah.... :D

little miss bossy, that's me!

'sweet baby'

'bling-ed' top

love this piece - hearts TTM

i got all these stuff for like how much only... less than RM$250!!!!!!!! damn cheap rite? i wanna go to JB again. shop, shop, and shop till i drop. :)

71% cocoa content dark chocs - ME LOVE!

meeting for the 1st time - L to R: Gin, Nicholas, Kederick, Me, Stacy

thx Kederick for the lovely chocs and it was great meeting the rest too - Stacy, Gin, and Nicholas. *hugs*

loves

2010-01-10T20:26:00.002+08:00

i'm back from JB, managed to buy quite a bit of stuff back! i'm a happy and contented gal, at least for now. heheheh.... :)

too tired to take pics of my 'loots', so maybe will upload in the next post.

~so happy to hear those words from u coz u made me feel appreciated~

loves

2010-01-09T00:30:00.005+08:00

introducing my 'love' *hearts*

no professional shots, and skill not that good too but still chio rite? :)

no spoiler, but i wanna get one. $380 to make my 'love' more chio, worth it!!!!!! actually want bodykit but it costs $2000, any kind souls wanna sponsor??? :P

and not forgetting my bracelet *hearts too*

sorry, low quality pics. :(

but i love the bling-ed star on the bracelet!!!!!!! LOVE MUCH.

oh yes, i've posted this on my fb status - am so in love with this term 'fml'. haha.... dunno y but i juz love it :)

anw, heading to JB tmrw. time to slp.

goodniteandsweetdreams

loves

2010-01-07T16:01:00.001+08:00

wth is wrong wif me????? HEADACHE HEADACHE HEADACHE

not enough slp or wat? :(

forgot to bring cable to office, if not can upload pics of my 'love'. dunno y but i can't seem to access pics in my hp on my netbook. DAMN!!!

i'm so freaking tired and in a daze now, right now in the office. no mood to work, can't wait to knock off. i wanna meet my bestie!!!!!

thankyouverymuch for the $50 increment boss, so motivating!!! *can detect sarcasm uh*

lalalalalala.... i'm juz plain bored.

loves

2010-01-05T23:32:00.001+08:00

super super tired these few days... argh~~~~~

falling sick soon soon soon!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :(

went to class juz now but nth seems to go into my head, can't concentrate at all. *die*

HEARTS MY 'LOVE' *muax muax*

and i miss my bestie too!

loves

2010-01-02T10:05:00.003+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!!

new year resolution, anyone?

for me, quit smoking! haha... it's not gonna work for sure (at least for now), i'm juz bullshitting. =P

so how has year 2009 been? full of ups and downs, making me a stronger gal. :)

relationship?! learn from it, no matter good or bad.

not forgetting some dear frens that i got to know in PSB, love u guys! *hearts*

anw, have a great year ahead everyone! *muax muax*

loves

2009-12-30T13:10:00.002+08:00

not feeling too well but i'm craving for food, and i mean JUNK FOOD!!!!!!!!! hahahaha....

i want DESSERTS.

and i wanna have breakfast at Wild Honey, BADLY!!! check out the website - they serve breakfast all day, everyday! breakfast from all over the world, how cool can it be?

anyone interested? :)

oh yes, and my 'new love' has arrived but haven't got the chance to take pics of it yet. maybe i shld do it tonite.

loves

2009-12-27T23:00:00.001+08:00

just for thoughts:

what is sex? - using a lot of energy to achieve one's goal.

why do gals like to dress up? - simple, to attract attention of the opposite sex.

why do birds fly away when u get near them? - ask urself, what will u do if u manage to get near the bird?

loves

2009-12-24T16:55:00.007+08:00

~MERRY X'MAS TO ALL & HAVE A BLESSED ONE~

loves

2009-12-22T12:13:00.001+08:00

gotta read Xiaxue's blog, and i really mean READ it!!!

the love story of Mike & Xiaxue is like super uber SWEET *hearts*

yes, they are getting married soon and reading abt it makes every gal feel the urge of settling down?! (ok, maybe not all gals feel the same way, but at least i'm one of them) :P

~cherish ur loved one and nv let him/her go if u think u've found the one~

loves

2009-12-21T13:23:00.001+08:00

4 days to christmas!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

kind of looking forward to christmas this year, haven't been celebrating christmas in S'pore for the past 2 to 3 years?!

so what do i want for chritmas??? loads and loads of NARAYA BAGS~~~~ :) *thinks Naraya bags are chio can*

and i want loads and loads of LOVE too!!!!!! oops... am i too greedy???? haha... i hearts love *muax muax*

i've yet to finish buying pressies... how how how??? i've no idea what to buy, SOMEBODY HELP ME!!!!!!!!

loves

2009-12-15T15:02:00.003+08:00

so what happened over the weekend??? here goes:

met baby @ JP for lunch, walked around and went to NTUC for grocery shopping. bought ingredients for dinner, waited for Joey & Don to come over pick up a few more stuff and off we head to Joey's!!!

moscato is mad awesome!!! *sweet*

on the way back to Joey's

got to Joey's, left our bags in the guest room and dinner preparation starts!!! but wait, i saw something that's super chio and i had to take a pic of it...

light in the guest room, love it?

guest room for us

oops... back to dinner preparation.

and while we were almost done, here comes Darren!!! guess wat, he was having a good time wif Rouge on the sofa. haha.... :P

dinner was soon ready, look at the end products and try making a guess who made wat???

this is obvious, isn't it? yes, i made it!!!

time to eat!!! *yum yum*

'itadakimasu'

presenting the 3 'chefs' for the night *applause*

oh yes, and MJ after dinner!!! started at about 10pm and ended at 5am. had Mac breakfast, all thanks to Don! (p.s don't say that we didn't thank you, Don) :P

talked for a bit and went to slp at 7am, woke up at 10am - 3hrs slp, damn tired even till now still haven't fully replenished energy yet. haha...

but it was really a fun-filled night!!!! thx all~ *muax muax*

loves

2009-12-14T11:08:00.002+08:00

had a great weekend, but i'm like a zombie now, super sleepy can!!! haha...

we did cook dinner @ Joey's on Sat and everything went smoothly, given the fact that i'm cooking for the 1st time. *happy happy*

can't wait for the next gathering, say before CNY?! and not forgetting another MJ session too!!!!!!! am so addicted now, thx to all for being patient and teaching this new bird :)

will upload some pics in the next post.

loves

2009-12-11T00:12:00.002+08:00

it's cupcake time!!!

looks cute isn't it? now see below for the real thing:

mr. coffee chocolate

mr. coffee marshmallow

mr. green tea coffee

mr. triple chocolate

and just a few more mix & match:

endless combination - be CREATIVE, mix and match anyway u want!!!

are u drooling already? looks yummy, isn't it???

for more info, email: takeshi_ken@hotmail.com

loves

2009-12-10T12:51:00.016+08:00

*tadah*

yes yes, here's my new blog!!!!!!!
out with the old and in with the new - no more of an emo gal :)

to those few frens who have been reading my old blog, thx so much! but i've deleted it coz i dun wanna keep those memories...

so a BIG welcome here *muax muax*

loves